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Sending Me!

April 29, 2016

>Easy now!
He had me right where I was supposed to be! He had slowly caressed me towards the edge with all his skill and knowledge, and now I was not at all far from PONR.

I was completely in his hands, literally. And we had agreed upon – once again – that I remained out of the game, so to speak. All I was asked for, was to relax and surrender to his soft titillation, which consisted of expert hand- and mouthwork. It was up to him entirely to decide in which fashion to tease me and when to let me cum. All there was left for me to do, was to honestly signaling him when I was approaching the ever tempting trigger-point.

>Remember, just stay relaxed and enjoy the sensations I am going to evoke in you. For now enjoy sensing the filling-up of your precious glands. I know you just have entered bliss-country, haven´t you.

He was absolutely aware of my state. In return I knew that he was craving my semen and that he preferred my milk after some extended edging, because it – most of the times – came out runny and partly clear, and he just loves my skim milk and plenty of it. Hence edging me was a win-win situation for both of us.

We are into mutual masturbation for many years now. Today was his turn to provide pleasure, a role he almost enjoys as much as being the receiver, for my climaxes are quite something to witness (at least when I am loaded with semen and sexual energy)!
For one, I become very vocal and loud with the onset of PONR, keeping it up almost until the last climactic spasms of my lust-muscles. Then I am built in such a way that I shoot and pump solid ropes of my jizz in a rather paced manner. And last not least I learned to release emissions. My boy loves all of this and does everything to have me performing this way.

He sits in front of my exposed package with full access to my cock, balls and anus. I just lay back letting him play my love-tools while trying to stay relaxed, waiting to warn him when he pushes me in close range of PONR.

He begins to patiently edge me, steadily working towards his reward: my deeply emotional reaction as soon as he decides to trigger my reflex, the latter resulting in the pumping of my juices.

I feel him sensualy massaging my scrotum. Every now and then he strokes my cockhead and my foreskin. He knows that my foreskin is extremely sensitive, hence being the tissue he will choose stroking to make me lose it. – Next, he is probing my anus while keeping up with his nut-massage. Seconds later he locates my prostate and begins probing it tenderly without hesitation.

>Oh yeah, that´s it, oh god, yeah!, I welcome his moves.

prostate access

Suddenly I sense him caressing my cockhead as well. I look down and find him sucking my helmet while he handjobs my prostate and scrotum. Holy shit, his triple-action feels incredibly intense! He is working my whole sex-apparatus! I am entirely his, completely in his loving care. The mix of sensations from all over my reproductive system are pushing me quickly into the zone!

>Close, close!! I whisper, having him let go of me immediately, only his finger remaining up my butt-hole. As he keeps motionless inside of me I calm down.

After almost 20 close calls I begin to speculate about his timing for letting me cum. This now is the only thought in circulation – I am aroused to a maximum. That much so, as that he only jerks my cock very slow, right below the rim at my trigger-tissue. He had applied plenty of oil for that to keep the friction light.

I realise I am right at the edge and will not bear a lot of stroking sensation anymore without being sent over, and he knows that. Meanwhile I feel totally filled up inside. It´s like as if I bore two bladders and needed to release real hard, yet can´t let go. I badly need my boy to trigger my pending release – and I was about to experience just that.

Here I was, shivering from pure lust and in anticipation of him sending me over the edge with the next stroke, or the next, or… Any of his light touches was generating a sensation like an electric current within my cock, directly passing further down into my prostate, seminal vesicles and even balls. He had begun to report to me the amount of precum my cock was oozing, only intensifying my urge.

>I need to trigger an emission now, he said. You just say „yes“ when you sense your milk rising, OK?

>Yes, I hissed as an answer.
I felt him cupping my scrotum which I assumed to be in a very tightened state for quite some time now. Then he carefully rubbed my smooth and oiled foreskin. He did so in a very cautious way, which brought about those deeply rooted melting sensations indicating that I was closing in on PONR. I began to breath deeply and whispered Yesss! We hit perfect timing as I could feel my juices flow while he had just let go of me right with my warning.


>Yeah fuck! he was joyfully welcoming an extended flow of warm cum leaving my cock-mouth. I badly needed to concentrate for keeping all my muscles relaxed these seconds, I pushed against PONR. Not a second too soon he praised me:
>Gosh your milk is just as I love it and it tastes so good tonight!

The emission did give me some relief from my internal pressure. But my cock was still highly sensitive. Cautiously he was grasping my slippery shaft after a while, a bit below my triggerzone. Slowly he was sliding up towards my helmet. The electric current he was generating inside my cock with his perfect touch reached down once again, tickling my prostate and my seminal vesicles.

>Yesss ….. now… careful, – he let go immediately. He wanted to keep me right at the edge as long as possible with brief, tender and most teasing strokes. I felt so fucking close to the edge, his treatment drove me wild!

>Relax, try to stay relaxed!!

I pushed out to keep my muscles from hardening, well aware now that he wanted to trigger my reflex. I was struggling to postpone PONR, but naturally in vain!

I began to groan as the melting and tingling sensations eventually built up internally. The exquisite feelings of pure lust inside of my glands and cock intensified and overwhelmed me. I heard myself whine in bliss, I slowly was sliding over the edge, oh god, I was totally spasming inside my pelvis!


I sensed my ejaculatory reflex setting in while my lover began to jerk my cock. I could feel my system pump up what appeared like a lasting reaction. Jet after jet of warm milk wetted my chest, my ejaculation seemed to produce a record volume of semen. What an intense surrender!


All I can remember from after these consuming moments is to have collapsed into a blissful state of gratification.

Nandisa on Dickgirls And Shemales (3)

March 30, 2016

Shemale in porn can be regarded as a sub-genre that defines a certain group of people (much like ebony or latin, to name a couple). The material offered to us (i.e. the visuals) shows shemales performing what the other groups of people in porn also do: fucking, blow- and handjobbing and shooting their loads etc. You can find tube-portals with many real individuals (in contrast to the drawings here) who display these actions.

I assume that a majority of the shemale-community (visible to us) is very self-confident about living as a third gender. It´s not anymore about the transition from male to female completely / anatomically (read comments of part 1), but a transformation into a third sex. I think of a person undergoing feminising medical procedures such as breast implants, hormones, silicone injections and Adam’s apple reductions, while wearing makeup and establishing further personal expression (voice, body language, clothing, accessories) as a female, while keeping cock & balls. Asian societies apparently have a wider, more accepted understanding about this context, read about Hijras (here) and ladyboys (here).

The image of a shemale any interested person wants to find is determined by the key-visuals of that concept: a gorgeous girl with a big (cum oozing) penis.

Kinky Jimmy2

Now, this stand-alone drawing by Kinky Jimmy is certainly exaggerated, but it perfectly reflects the concept. In shemale-porn we will easily trace what we are looking for. The exoticism of this realm (at least for the non-transgender consumer) is attended to in a broad scope.

Roberto Baldazzini 4

artwork by Roberto Baldazzini

I am such a non-transgender consumer with my own particular ideas about what I´d expect from a shemale. For I realize that, although the concept is definitely alluring, there must be met some further requirements to make it all work (i.e. me falling for a shemale).

Getting involved with a shemale, even on an imaginary level, reaches beyond the genital anatomy which generally fascinates me solely (thus my blog!). Now my longing involves the whole individual and her appearance. And I, as a straight guy, prefer an individual who undoubtedly is a woman by stature and attributes, only equipped with a penis and a scrotum instead of a vagina. A person (a former male) transitioned into the third sex (like described above) would not „work“, I sense.

A portrayal of a suitable shemale is illustrated in this picture from a comic by Christian Zanier:

Christian Zanier 2

This realistic drawing teases me immensely, not only because my projection of a young, very pretty shemale is met, but because of the situation depicted, in which she has massively sprayed herself mere seconds before!

It´s always a matter of personal preferences and taste! At this point I admittedly wonder if my imagination of a shemale does exist in real live at all? If I look at the pics here I´m almost tempted to answer this question with a positive „yes“. Almost.

I guess I shall be locked in imagination. And while accepting this „fate“ I could expand my fantasies and dream of an intersex-person featuring a tender yet slender female body with smaller, firm boobs, soft skin without pubic hair and being endowed with an average+ sized uncut penis, matching testis, as well as with a vagina below her male package:


So much for my personal and particular fantasies and thoughts on dickgirls & shemales:-)

Absolutely no offence towards the guy in the photo above. The pic happens to allegedly show what I was describing as my imaginary ideal of an intersex-person. However, I found this beautiful photo on the web and what we see is the hot cock and scrotum of a young shaved man.

Have Your Balls Cherished…

March 27, 2016

…even by yourself and especially at this recurring holiday!

scrotum naked

I just invite you to visit former Easter Greeting posts (here and here) – how practical!😉

Nandisa on Dickgirls And Shemales (2)

March 5, 2016

Our societies think binary, when it comes to gender. Life teaches us beyond doubt how a woman and a man are supposed to look like. And yes, this knowledge is true for the majority of humans. I am speaking of adults and mean their general appearance. With toddlers (and also very old people!) we sometimes are not sure about a gender at first looks. A check with genitalia would clear the question, or would it?!

A small minority of the global population (research found 0.05% to 1.7%) are born with intersex traits – biological sex characteristics that don’t conform to typical notions of male or female. On „detection“ (i.e. birth) such individuals are often destined for meeting medical interventions (in countries with sufficient healthcare) to make their young bodies match the male/female duality, with damaging results for their later lives!

Being intersex relates to biological sex characteristics, and is distinct from a person’s sexual orientation or gender identity. There are at least 40 intersex variations, ranging from genetic, chromosomal, anatomic and hormonal. An intersex person may be straight, gay, lesbian, bisexual or asexual, and may identify as female, male, both or neither. I think this drawing by Roberto Baldazzini perfectly illustrates intersex:

Roberto Baldazzini costume

So, we could encounter a lot of different biological sex characteristics in humans in real life. What attracts me is the combination of a female body displaying a penis (that´s what this mini-series is about). Hence I will focus now on the anatomical possibilities, in an idealized manner and in the realm of imagination. I leave the seriousness of the real world behind in favour of the much appealing concept of a „chick with a dick“ (I quote follower Tom here).

My first example of a dickgirl isn´t really one at all. It is a woman with a giant clitoris. A clit that huge, that it passes for a penis. Examined anatomically, a clitoris is the tip/end of the structure that builds part of a male penis, the corpus cavernosum:


This erectile tissue can be protruded with women and when erect it may appear as a small penis. Yet it misses a glans and a urethral opening. A woman endowed this way is a woman with a large clitoris, nothing more, nothing less. What is shown in the following manga-style drawing is an exaggeration of size and design of her clitoris. We clearly discern a penis here, with both erectile bodies and a helmet, and even a hint of a cockmouth:

Kozo Yohei 1

This tomboyish manga-girl´s vagina (artwork by Kozo Yohei) is penetrated by a massive cock. At the location of her clit (notice the hood!) the artist placed a „penis“ (picture taken from the comic series Spunky Knight in which her clitoris is acknowledged as such and referred to as giant clit).

Now, a „true“ dickgirl would be a (young) woman with female genitals while being additionally endowed with a penis (but rather without scrotum)! This is as much a hot thought as it is merely fantasy. The latter I assume, for anatomical capabilities would collide.

Study the following double-pic from a comic. The dickgirl here features what I´ve just described. A second woman with a big strap-on dildo fucks her anus. The artist (no reference, just „in dg dotcom“) combined a shaved pussy (complete with clitoris) with a huge erect penis:

in_dg dotcom

Such a stimulating fantasy – yet probably a rare one!? Because we may soon begin to wonder if this dickgirl could shoot loads or even produce precum… Without balls she wouldn´t be able to generate sperm, so much for sure.

In my next post I shall turn to the concept of a shemale and her image prevailing in pornography. Until then you may want to read a story of mine in which I explored being shemale (from a female point of view) albeit with a reverse motive: the girl in my sex fiction tells us her (sudden) experiences with male genitals and her consideration to keep cock and balls.

There may be a clue here for the fascination of (straight) men towards shemale: although appearing alike, it is a huge difference if a woman wants to feature male genitals while keeping her female body, or a man wants to transition to become a woman, yet (unwillingly) keeps male genitals (due to different reasons, please check the comments for the preceding post!). Needless to say which of both nourishes my shemale sex fantasies!😉


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