January 7, 2012


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I Swallow Cum, but…

May 11, 2018

I love semen, I love this nutritious male juice in its varying textures, volumes and tastes (I have my preferences though). I like to swallow, yet there is a but. Actually there are three „buts“.

I am not only just a girl who swallows, it´s not as simple as that. Swallowing cum is part of a complex lovemaking setting. By saying this I think my requirements are nothing less than honest, merely reflecting an applied reality.

You can not disjoin semen from cock and balls, these not disjoin from your man and your man not from the sex-act you share with him, at least I can´t.

So, the first but refers to the man I´m having sex with. I was in love with quite a number of men (i.e. all my boyfriends) and I consumed the produce of each and everyone ravenously. Along the way I collected profound knowledge about the varieties of the male produce. However, I would rather avoid to swallow jizz from a man I am not emotionally attached to (there have been but a very few). I found the more a particular infatuation grew, the more I craved his juices.

Highly related is this fact (second but): I need to be horny to develop a hunger for his semen. Thinking of swallowing when I am a civil person, like when being on my job or doing whatever chores, is rather outlandish. I need to be a sexual person, I need to be aroused and soon enough I think of his cock and his semen and that I want his stuff. The more horny I am, the more I want to taste his produce. Interestingly enough this rule applies also to men (wanting to eat their own cum) – I asked my boyfriends!

Actually, the pinnacle of taking him in, the complete swallowing of his sexual representation, is to deepthroat his cock and have him unload deep down into my gullet. I will miss taste and texture of his juices, but this total consumption is the most satisfactory and possible I can gain from my beloved.

By the way, I also preferred to have any of those boyfriends pump directly into my mouth who were cum-sprayers (opposed to ropers) for obvious reasons:

The third but refers to eating cum by means of food addition, like when your man frosts a cookie/cake, dresses a salad or creams a coffee.

I consider this a very particular sexual fetish – which is not for me. I want the warm load during sex right from the source, pure, without additives!

I am very happy with my current man! He produces a considerable volume of semen, especially when we aim for taste and volume thru preparations namely a particular diet and a solid build-up phase! He is a roper and, last not least, he shares my passion, in other words, he loves to feed me! It often looks like this:

There are occasions when our horny-timing is not in sync! I guess that is just natural, it happens. So when I crave his seed yet he is not truly in the mood for becoming the grand supplier he can be, he would still coax out a load for me. His cum in these cases will be of a lesser volume and its texture will be rather like thick cream. I sure love it nonetheless.

Now when he is horny and I´m definitly not, he uses to catch and collect his man-milk in a glas. He also does that while filming his ejaculation when I am away traveling, just to show me what I´ve missed.

When he performs this in my presence I sometimes may become aroused still, but always a bit too late. He sure offers me the glas with his output. But I prefer his semen warm and directly from his cock-eye into my mouth, as I mentioned before. – Wait, was this the fourth but right now? 😉

ArtVantage (3) – Collages (?)

April 24, 2018

The title of this ArtVantage post (collages) is not really correct I fear, but it may be not wrong either. If these images were composed of photos, one could speak of collages, but for this kind of drawn arrangement I miss a fitting term. Yet who cares in view of this series of a very particular sexual fantasy!?

Again I present to you visual compositions, well-arranged drawings which display many details in one piece of art. This time in a free style way and not “gridded” in a geometric pattern like with the mandalas I introduced in the preceding ArtVantage post.

I love this serial for many reasons (it´s not the big boobs, I prefer small breasts); let me list some info and peculiarities I noticed about this artwork:

  • the artist, going by the name of Kovik, is probably male
  • his work was published in the adult (comic) magazine-series Blowjob
  • he created all this work in the year 2003
  • most remarkable is the fact that Kovik shows us a womens-fantasy which in turn really is a mens-fantasy (my interpretation and given that Kovik is a man)
  • we see women being totally in power over spurting (or oozing) penises, – the more text (balloon) is integrated, the clearer this becomes
  • the series undergoes a certain development: from images with almost no text at all (A-Fayplay) to a drawing with a 50:50 ratio of text and image (H-Titslatte)
  • the women featured in these drawings are often screen-icons from the 1950s and 1960s and they all feature very large breasts
  • almost all penises we discover are long and/or huge specimen and many of them are intact (uncircumcised); one arrangement of the set even makes this its topical subject (G-Foreskinjizz)
  • almost every penis we see is spurting (thick) cum!

The images celebrate pretty women, huge cocks, ejaculations and loads of semen. Enjoy these comic-style yet naturalistic compositions of spurting dicks wetting women literally calling the shots (click on thumbnail to enlarge)!

Featured artist: Kovik

When Big Balls Ruled

March 31, 2018

You might have seen photos/clips of guys with scrotums the size of a grapefruit. I know there are forums around for those of us who are into that kind of fetish.

Now, a fraction of men displaying such huge balls are wired differently inside, i.e. their reproductive system is built in another way than the huge majority of men.

Why? Because they inherited their anatomy from the Neanderthals! This is a very specific topic not well investigated and not broadly published other than within a closed scientific community. I think it is as scientifically intriguing as it is hot!

Fact is that some Neanderthals interbred with modern humans about 47,000 – 65,000 years ago. And about 20% of the Neanderthal genome has been found introgressed in the modern human population. Some of the genes are believed to be responsible for the differently organized glandular allocation for the secretion of fluids that mix into semen.

Compare, modern human males are organized like this:

Testicles and epididymae cover sperm-production while seminal vesicles and the prostate produce the juices which become semen (carrying sperm) at ejaculation.

But Neanderthals were allegedly built like this:

Here the epididymae have been the sole glands producing and maturing sperm, while the testicles produced and stored the liquid which was to become semen together with the contribution of the prostate (there is no difference in function and size between Neanderthals and modern humans).

The difference seems to be minor, but the effect is huge (and so exciting)!

Many people today still think (wishfully?) that cum is produced in the balls. Not anymore, only with the Neanderthals this has been the case, apparently! The then different function of the testicles also means that with the onset of arousal -thus beginning of cum production– the balls of an Neanderthal man were visibly growing!

Furthermore the function of the scrotum to elevate the testicles closer to the body when nearing PONR was presumably non-existent! The design of the reproductive system of the Neanderthals is suggesting that the males will have tried to impregnate many females at a single sexual mating call.

This also implies that Neanderthals must have been void of MRP, so that they repeatedly were able to ejaculate or alternatively could have coaxed emissions by squeezing their balls!?

With the scientifically examined few men carrying Neanderthal DNA the above mentioned features were confirmed! I also would like to quote the scientists who had been working on the subject, Margulis & Sagan:

Large testes and big penises are advantages only under conditions of widespread sexual promiscuity. Among our closest relatives the great apes, only male chimpanzees have testicles more prodigious than those of men. And chimps, with their big, heavy testicles, are more sexually promiscuous than humans. […] Like an auto race won by the driver whose sponsoring company can afford to provide him with the most souped-up car, the male with the best-timed copulation, most far-reaching ejaculation, and biggest testicular “engine” able to produce the greatest quantity of sperm tended to win the “game” of impregnation. (Mystery Dance, On the Evolution of Human Sexuality: Summit Books, New York (1991) pp. 33)

Watch one of those contemporary special guys cumming! He usually edges until his balls are massively filled with his produce before he makes himself unload in spectacular fountains of jizz:

This is a hoax! This is all a fictitious piece of fake news, an Easter-Extra which additionally serves April 1 this year! 😉 Don´t be fooled, but be aroused and celebrate your balls – Happy Easter!

Reminiscing Polls

March 10, 2018

This topic couldn´t be finished without closing the last open poll (#60) and telling you the results.

I closed this poll March 1. Only 25 readers participated over a stretch of four full months while the post itself was viewed 153 times. I admit that with the headline Closing Polls no one could assume an implemented poll on the ability of achieving emission(s) prior to PONR. So, here you see the results:

But now I want to make up a balance and recall those questions I posed.

Turns out that all the questions can be easily grouped thematically. Here is the scheme:


  • 1- Are you able to separate emission from ejaculation
  • 8- How often do you trigger an emission before triggering ejaculation?
  • 21- How many cum-producing pulses (thus how big a volume of milk) do you generate on average?
  • 28- In which fashion do you prefer to trigger your ejaculation?
  • 29- Do you favour the idea that sexual climax can be multifaceted?
  • 32- What do you feature [roping/spraying] and which do you favour?
  • 47- What do you want most from your ejaculation?
  • 51- Ejaculation is a reflex, which part of it do you enjoy the most?
  • 58- How about the initial pace of your ejaculatory reflex-sequence?
  • 59- What is your ejection take-off mode, and which do you favor?
  • 60- How many emissions are you able to generate until triggering the ejaculatory reflex?


  • 2- Did you videotape yourself while masturbating and cumming?
  • 5- Which of the following is your true field of solosexual expertise?
  • 17- When masturbating, I prefer my ejaculation to be triggered thru:
  • 26- When working your genitals, most likely you will use as lube:
  • 39- For me my anal opening is…
  • 43- (updated 5) Which of the following acts reflects your true solosexual vocation?

Multi Orgasmic

  • 3- Given you are MO, how many consecutive climaxes are you usually able to trigger in one session?
  • 37- Given you are MO, how much time usually passes between your climaxes (within one set of multiples)?

Semen, Precum

  • 4- What is the texture of your milk?
  • 20- Given you love your own semen, do you share your passion with a partner?
  • 22- What happens with your cum after it left you?
  • 33- Given you produce clear precum, what´s your profile?
  • 40- I love cum/jizz/milk for…
  • 41- Which texture of male milk do you just love?
  • 44- What is your precum-pattern?
  • 57- Do or did you consciously govern your masturbatory pattern so as to affect the texture of your semen?


  • 6- Given you are an edger, do you «finish» with a climax or not?
  • 9- While edging I am able to achieve this intensity of arousal:
  • 10- When you are into edging, for how long do you last on average?
  • 12- Given you are into edging, do you prefer it solo or with a partner?


  • 7- Are you a vocal person when aroused and cumming?
  • 13- While masturbating, do you enhance your experience…
  • 19- In your quest for sexual bliss, do you follow spiritual guidelines?
  • 25- How do you experience prostate-massage?
  • 30- Did you ever get emotional thru or after orgasm?
  • 31- Do you happen to experience „wet dreams“ throughout adulthood?
  • 38- How important is it for you to achieve intense sexual sensations in your act?
  • 53- Male Sprinkling is rather uncommon + not well understood. What is your take?
  • 55- If I could design myself I´d change…
  • 56- Your personal take on sex and emotion:


  • 11- When with a partner, how do you prefer your ejaculation to be triggered?
  • 27- Your motive to be milked by a partner:

Genitals and Reproductive System

  • 14- What part of the male genitals (external) do you love/enjoy the most?
  • 15- In which condition do you prefer your (or another mans) scrotum while in sexplay?
  • 16- What part of the penis do you love/enjoy the most?
  • 18- How important for you is the state of your (or another mans) cock when masturbating it?
  • 24- What part of the male reproductive-system (internal) do you cherish the most?
  • 46- Which three out of the 10 charts of the recent posts «Cockhead Galore» did you enjoy the most?
  • 48- My erection. I consider myself being [grower/shower]?
  • 52- Is your scrotum´s skin thick ´n hard towards PONR and at ejaculation?

Blog and Readers

  • 23- What feature of this blog do you like best?
  • 34- Why are you here?
  • 35- Which is your preferred general topic in this blog?
  • 36- Which is the topic you regard presented best in this blog?
  • 42- Despite being covered spot-on here, which topic could you still continue (re-)reading?
  • 45- While seeking satisfaction of your urges, in which way did the content of this blog serve your quest?
  • 49- Do you share this blogs info?
  • 50- Proposed by reader Tom: „Pick all of the things you have tried out as a result of reading this blog.“
  • 54- Who is reading this blog?

The numbers in front of the questions indicate the order of publication.

Themes appear well mixed over the course of time while I tried to complement topics being addressed in the posts. As you see (and this was quite informative for me) some themes had me come up with many more questions than others, for whatever reasons?

Certainly, the multiple-choice options (answers) and the ratings are at least as intriguing as the ideas formulated in the questions. Yet I didn´t want to mirror years of polling in many many posts. This one is already long enough, I think.

However, these sixty poll-questions may give you some inspirations and impulses to dig for a post or another! – Those were the days, or rather years…