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The Queen of Cum Control (2)

June 17, 2018

A successful session runs like this:

Depending on the individual client and general circumstances a session will last 3 to 5 hours!

After having taken a shower and being restrained to the bed I begin to stimulate and explore his entire body before I concentrate on his penis and scrotum. This way I quickly learn his response pattern I already heard about in our talk. Such an entire body stimulus is a good start and I will repeat this later into the session for building pressure and craving. Naturally a mans nipples, armpits, abdomen, ass, inner thighs, legs, face and more can be deftly manipulated to drive him to the all-consuming place I want him to be.

Certainly the core „action“ is a straight forwardedly edging of the man by stimulating his penis and (less so) his testicles. It is a slow stop-and-go masturbation with the aim to countlessly bring him ever closer to the edge, his PONR, certainly without him tipping over! Triggering emissions (rather later into the session) would mean a perfect control, for it shall extend and intensify the whole experience.

The process of stop-and-go so close to the PONR is repeated again, and again, and again and some more! During this extended denial of what he increasingly craves ever more desperately the man experiences an accelerated build up of his need to meet release of his energy and of his by now solidly accumulated reservoir of seminal secretions.

Knowing that he does not know what exactly is going to happen to him when and how, and foremost WHEN I eventually will allow him to fall over the edge, will drive him wild! Sooner or later he will enter a state where his mind empties of all other thoughts while a consuming single, pure thought remains: the absolute need to release his load thru a full-blown ejaculation. This need is double-founded, psychologically and physically (by filled glands).

At this point of urgent need my client finds himself willing to do anything to have me make him cum and allow him his relief. This is why the rules agreed upon beforehand are so important, because when so consumed with his need to ejaculate a man will agree to do things he normally would not consider doing at all. His state of mind developed into one of the ultimate mixtures of pain and pleasure within the sexual realm; his body is being pleasured repeatedly over and over, but denied the expected outcome of releasing the culminated arousal AND pressure by seminal secretion thru ejaculating.

I continue this patiently executed masturbatory process which must not be rushed! Again, the goal is to build upon each ‘edge’ to further increase the need and arousal, building it higher and higher still to when I am absolutely sure my client reached the point of ‘letting go’ in body and mind (all-out surrender).

Since his body will be completely open to me, his arms and legs spread as widely as possible for so long, his mind will carry but a single thought “I must cum”, and he now becomes like an animal with only the instinctual, single need of his body consuming him.

My client now has entered a state of trance where his mind intimately merged with his penis to become one. This is known as the gooning state. To be even more accurate, when the gooning state is achieved, the man’s body becomes for all intents and purposes an appendage to his throbbing erection and pressurised glands. The male then becomes freed of all social codes of conduct, and his craving, alone, dictates his reactions. As a result, a gooned out man will become very expressive and demonstrative: he may become very vocal, while his body and face might take on undignified expressions and poses, all in response to the intensely exquisite caresses his penis is exposed to and the frustration to be denied yet again.

Since my client is restrained and can not touch himself, he is with or against his will locked in this desperate yet so pleasurable state sometimes not knowing anymore what he wants: immediate release of the immense pressure inside of him (physically and mentally) or being kept on this unbearable high level of pre-ejaculatory arousal? A most powerful state of body and mind indeed!!

…to be continued!

The Queen of Cum Control (1)

June 10, 2018

They call me the Queen of Cum Control. I am in my mid-thirties and am the one female expert of the male ejaculatory climax. My clients book me, because I am able to generate unsurpassed and unsurpassable intense climactic experiences based on the ejaculatory function of the human male and correlative psychology.

For understanding this text you need to know about the anatomy of ejaculation and must have knowledge of edging (if not practising it yourself), at least the basics in both issues. I myself became an expert by studying these subjects for many years (since I was a young teen) in theory and in the field. I have served hundreds of men, and while each is different, the basic functions and rules remain the same.

The intellect of man and the anatomical physics of a man´s ejaculation make it possible to reach far beyond a regular ejaculatory or orgasmic response concerning its duration and intensity by outwitting the plain biological responses. In a normal romantic relationship an exploration of this kind of male climax may never happen. There is neither the need for it nor much knowledge of it, the latter certainly not imposing itself on anyone out of the blue.

Longtime couples may explore this subject, but they may never reach the level of expertise that I bring along. In addition it adds to the experience when a man is willing to give himself –his most intimate center and his soul– into my hands, me being a stranger to him.

Now, three things are needed to make the experience a thorough success: sympathy, trust, and a set of rules, a kind of contract as a guideline.

I serve each client only once, because (given the experience was „acknowledged a success“) served men want to repeat what they were able to enjoy, over and over again. But how could I handle such (if slowly) growing demand?

For starters an allegory: The secret behind each big stage-show or feature film for instance is based on a high extent of preparation and rehearsals mostly guided by huge teams of people. Only then you will experience stunning and mind-blowing results. On a smaller scale my service commences the same way.

I meet with the man willing to put his unidentified sexual capacity into my hands literally and we get to know each other while talking about what is going to happen with him.

It helps a great deal when the client is familiar with the function of ejaculation, when he knows about his reproductive anatomy and when he practises edging or at least has tried it. My basic aim is to keep my client at the brink of PONR for so long, that he not only enters a gooning state, but will fall into severe desperation longing for nothing but liberation from his ever so sweet agony thru a full-blown ejaculation (rather two or three as it turns out in most of the cases).

We agree upon these requirements:

  • the client promises to refrain from sexual activity, at least from ejaculating(!), 7 to 10 days prior our session (depending on the man´s age), for this will heighten his desire for anything sexual, his sexual responsiveness and will provide his sexual glands with a notable supply of seminal fluids,
  • the client is willing to have me take full control over him for the duration of the whole session, he promises to be obedient and trust me and my handling of him and his genitals,
  • we agree on a position the client prefers, which mostly shall be the one where he is lying on his back, spread eagled – arms out and spread, legs open wide and spread. This gives the greatest access to the entire front side of his body. The idea certainly is to provide him a feeling of being wide-open, granting myself complete access to his genitals and make him prone to my ministrations. The more open the position, the better,

  • we agree upon him being tied down! Common household things like belts or neck ties etc. will do fine. This is essential for the experience (you will learn why), mostly him being prevented from touching himself whatsoever! Most important here are concerns about comfort and safety. Changing position is to be avoided unless for safety reasons, because this bondage and control situation supports the overall experience,
  • we agree upon a vivid communicating throughout the course of the session, at least as long as it is possible. The client will enter a phase where he won´t be able to articulate himself, because he will be „lost“ in his intensified arousal. Hence he will reveal to me in this meeting his particular pattern of reaction while we also agree upon a code of unspoken signs (body language). My expertise allows me to „read“ men in a state of intense arousal. In addition I am naturally intuitive when it comes to male sexual responses.

I „warn“ my clients that they will most likely encounter reactions in themselves they might not consider possible. The sessions are staged at my place where men can act out vocally without concern. Every man rather needs to let go and give up any kind of control.

…to be continued!

I Swallow Cum, but…

May 11, 2018

I love semen, I love this nutritious male juice in its varying textures, volumes and tastes (I have my preferences though). I like to swallow, yet there is a but. Actually there are three „buts“.

I am not only just a girl who swallows, it´s not as simple as that. Swallowing cum is part of a complex lovemaking setting. By saying this I think my requirements are nothing less than honest, merely reflecting an applied reality.

You can not disjoin semen from cock and balls, these not disjoin from your man and your man not from the sex-act you share with him, at least I can´t.

So, the first but refers to the man I´m having sex with. I was in love with quite a number of men (i.e. all my boyfriends) and I consumed the produce of each and everyone ravenously. Along the way I collected profound knowledge about the varieties of the male produce. However, I would rather avoid to swallow jizz from a man I am not emotionally attached to (there have been but a very few). I found the more a particular infatuation grew, the more I craved his juices.

Highly related is this fact (second but): I need to be horny to develop a hunger for his semen. Thinking of swallowing when I am a civil person, like when being on my job or doing whatever chores, is rather outlandish. I need to be a sexual person, I need to be aroused and soon enough I think of his cock and his semen and that I want his stuff. The more horny I am, the more I want to taste his produce. Interestingly enough this rule applies also to men (wanting to eat their own cum) – I asked my boyfriends!

Actually, the pinnacle of taking him in, the complete swallowing of his sexual representation, is to deepthroat his cock and have him unload deep down into my gullet. I will miss taste and texture of his juices, but this total consumption is the most satisfactory and possible I can gain from my beloved.

By the way, I also preferred to have any of those boyfriends pump directly into my mouth who were cum-sprayers (opposed to ropers) for obvious reasons:

The third but refers to eating cum by means of food addition, like when your man frosts a cookie/cake, dresses a salad or creams a coffee.

I consider this a very particular sexual fetish – which is not for me. I want the warm load during sex right from the source, pure, without additives!

I am very happy with my current man! He produces a considerable volume of semen, especially when we aim for taste and volume thru preparations namely a particular diet and a solid build-up phase! He is a roper and, last not least, he shares my passion, in other words, he loves to feed me! It often looks like this:

There are occasions when our horny-timing is not in sync! I guess that is just natural, it happens. So when I crave his seed yet he is not truly in the mood for becoming the grand supplier he can be, he would still coax out a load for me. His cum in these cases will be of a lesser volume and its texture will be rather like thick cream. I sure love it nonetheless.

Now when he is horny and I´m definitly not, he uses to catch and collect his man-milk in a glas. He also does that while filming his ejaculation when I am away traveling, just to show me what I´ve missed.

When he performs this in my presence I sometimes may become aroused still, but always a bit too late. He sure offers me the glas with his output. But I prefer his semen warm and directly from his cock-eye into my mouth, as I mentioned before. – Wait, was this the fourth but right now? 😉

When Big Balls Ruled

March 31, 2018

You might have seen photos/clips of guys with scrotums the size of a grapefruit. I know there are forums around for those of us who are into that kind of fetish.

Now, a fraction of men displaying such huge balls are wired differently inside, i.e. their reproductive system is built in another way than the huge majority of men.

Why? Because they inherited their anatomy from the Neanderthals! This is a very specific topic not well investigated and not broadly published other than within a closed scientific community. I think it is as scientifically intriguing as it is hot!

Fact is that some Neanderthals interbred with modern humans about 47,000 – 65,000 years ago. And about 20% of the Neanderthal genome has been found introgressed in the modern human population. Some of the genes are believed to be responsible for the differently organized glandular allocation for the secretion of fluids that mix into semen.

Compare, modern human males are organized like this:

Testicles and epididymae cover sperm-production while seminal vesicles and the prostate produce the juices which become semen (carrying sperm) at ejaculation.

But Neanderthals were allegedly built like this:

Here the epididymae have been the sole glands producing and maturing sperm, while the testicles produced and stored the liquid which was to become semen together with the contribution of the prostate (there is no difference in function and size between Neanderthals and modern humans).

The difference seems to be minor, but the effect is huge (and so exciting)!

Many people today still think (wishfully?) that cum is produced in the balls. Not anymore, only with the Neanderthals this has been the case, apparently! The then different function of the testicles also means that with the onset of arousal -thus beginning of cum production– the balls of an Neanderthal man were visibly growing!

Furthermore the function of the scrotum to elevate the testicles closer to the body when nearing PONR was presumably non-existent! The design of the reproductive system of the Neanderthals is suggesting that the males will have tried to impregnate many females at a single sexual mating call.

This also implies that Neanderthals must have been void of MRP, so that they repeatedly were able to ejaculate or alternatively could have coaxed emissions by squeezing their balls!?

With the scientifically examined few men carrying Neanderthal DNA the above mentioned features were confirmed! I also would like to quote the scientists who had been working on the subject, Margulis & Sagan:

Large testes and big penises are advantages only under conditions of widespread sexual promiscuity. Among our closest relatives the great apes, only male chimpanzees have testicles more prodigious than those of men. And chimps, with their big, heavy testicles, are more sexually promiscuous than humans. […] Like an auto race won by the driver whose sponsoring company can afford to provide him with the most souped-up car, the male with the best-timed copulation, most far-reaching ejaculation, and biggest testicular “engine” able to produce the greatest quantity of sperm tended to win the “game” of impregnation. (Mystery Dance, On the Evolution of Human Sexuality: Summit Books, New York (1991) pp. 33)

Watch one of those contemporary special guys cumming! He usually edges until his balls are massively filled with his produce before he makes himself unload in spectacular fountains of jizz:

This is a hoax! This is all a fictitious piece of fake news, an Easter-Extra which additionally serves April 1 this year! 😉 Don´t be fooled, but be aroused and celebrate your balls – Happy Easter!