Posts Tagged ‘shemale’

Nandisa on Dickgirls And Shemales (3)

March 30, 2016

Shemale in porn can be regarded as a sub-genre that defines a certain group of people (much like ebony or latin, to name a couple). The material offered to us (i.e. the visuals) shows shemales performing what the other groups of people in porn also do: fucking, blow- and handjobbing and shooting their loads etc. You can find tube-portals with many real individuals (in contrast to the drawings here) who display these actions.

I assume that a majority of the shemale-community (visible to us) is very self-confident about living as a third gender. It´s not anymore about the transition from male to female completely / anatomically (read comments of part 1), but a transformation into a third sex. I think of a person undergoing feminising medical procedures such as breast implants, hormones, silicone injections and Adam’s apple reductions, while wearing makeup and establishing further personal expression (voice, body language, clothing, accessories) as a female, while keeping cock & balls. Asian societies apparently have a wider, more accepted understanding about this context, read about Hijras (here) and ladyboys (here).

The image of a shemale any interested person wants to find is determined by the key-visuals of that concept: a gorgeous girl with a big (cum oozing) penis.

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Now, this stand-alone drawing by Kinky Jimmy is certainly exaggerated, but it perfectly reflects the concept. In shemale-porn we will easily trace what we are looking for. The exoticism of this realm (at least for the non-transgender consumer) is attended to in a broad scope.

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artwork by Roberto Baldazzini

I am such a non-transgender consumer with my own particular ideas about what I´d expect from a shemale. For I realize that, although the concept is definitely alluring, there must be met some further requirements to make it all work (i.e. me falling for a shemale).

Getting involved with a shemale, even on an imaginary level, reaches beyond the genital anatomy which generally fascinates me solely (thus my blog!). Now my longing involves the whole individual and her appearance. And I, as a straight guy, prefer an individual who undoubtedly is a woman by stature and attributes, only equipped with a penis and a scrotum instead of a vagina. A person (a former male) transitioned into the third sex (like described above) would not „work“, I sense.

A portrayal of a suitable shemale is illustrated in this picture from a comic by Christian Zanier:

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This realistic drawing teases me immensely, not only because my projection of a young, very pretty shemale is met, but because of the situation depicted, in which she has massively sprayed herself mere seconds before!

It´s always a matter of personal preferences and taste! At this point I admittedly wonder if my imagination of a shemale does exist in real live at all? If I look at the pics here I´m almost tempted to answer this question with a positive „yes“. Almost.

I guess I shall be locked in imagination. And while accepting this „fate“ I could expand my fantasies and dream of an intersex-person featuring a tender yet slender female body with smaller, firm boobs, soft skin without pubic hair and being endowed with an average+ sized uncut penis, matching testis, as well as with a vagina below her male package:

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So much for my personal and particular fantasies and thoughts on dickgirls & shemales… 🙂

Absolutely no offence towards the guy in the photo above. The pic happens to allegedly show what I was describing as my imaginary ideal of an intersex-person. However, I found this beautiful photo on the web and what we see is the hot cock and scrotum of a young shaved man.

Nandisa on Dickgirls And Shemales (2)

March 5, 2016

Our societies think binary, when it comes to gender. Life teaches us beyond doubt how a woman and a man are supposed to look like. And yes, this knowledge is true for the majority of humans. I am speaking of adults and mean their general appearance. With toddlers (and also very old people!) we sometimes are not sure about a gender at first looks. A check with genitalia would clear the question, or would it?!

A small minority of the global population (research found 0.05% to 1.7%) are born with intersex traits – biological sex characteristics that don’t conform to typical notions of male or female. On „detection“ (i.e. birth) such individuals are often destined for meeting medical interventions (in countries with sufficient healthcare) to make their young bodies match the male/female duality, with damaging results for their later lives!

Being intersex relates to biological sex characteristics, and is distinct from a person’s sexual orientation or gender identity. There are at least 40 intersex variations, ranging from genetic, chromosomal, anatomic and hormonal. An intersex person may be straight, gay, lesbian, bisexual or asexual, and may identify as female, male, both or neither. I think this drawing by Roberto Baldazzini perfectly illustrates intersex:

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So, we could encounter a lot of different biological sex characteristics in humans in real life. What attracts me is the combination of a female body displaying a penis (that´s what this mini-series is about). Hence I will focus now on the anatomical possibilities, in an idealized manner and in the realm of imagination. I leave the seriousness of the real world behind in favour of the much appealing concept of a „chick with a dick“ (I quote follower Tom here).

My first example of a dickgirl isn´t really one at all. It is a woman with a giant clitoris. A clit that huge, that it passes for a penis. Examined anatomically, a clitoris is the tip/end of the structure that builds part of a male penis, the corpus cavernosum:

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This erectile tissue can be protruded with women and when erect it may appear as a small penis. Yet it misses a glans and a urethral opening. A woman endowed this way is a woman with a large clitoris, nothing more, nothing less. What is shown in the following manga-style drawing is an exaggeration of size and design of her clitoris. We clearly discern a penis here, with both erectile bodies and a helmet, and even a hint of a cockmouth:

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This tomboyish manga-girl´s vagina (artwork by Kozo Yohei) is penetrated by a massive cock. At the location of her clit (notice the hood!) the artist placed a „penis“ (picture taken from the comic series Spunky Knight in which her clitoris is acknowledged as such and referred to as giant clit).

Now, a „true“ dickgirl would be a (young) woman with female genitals while being additionally endowed with a penis (but rather without scrotum)! This is as much a hot thought as it is merely fantasy. The latter I assume, for anatomical capabilities would collide.

Study the following double-pic from a comic. The dickgirl here features what I´ve just described. A second woman with a big strap-on dildo fucks her anus. The artist (no reference, just „in dg dotcom“) combined a shaved pussy (complete with clitoris) with a huge erect penis:

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Such a stimulating fantasy – yet probably a rare one!? Because we may soon begin to wonder if this dickgirl could shoot loads or even produce precum… Without balls she wouldn´t be able to generate sperm, so much for sure.

In my next post I shall turn to the concept of a shemale and her image prevailing in pornography. Until then you may want to read a story of mine in which I explored being shemale (from a female point of view) albeit with a reverse motive: the girl in my sex fiction tells us her (sudden) experiences with male genitals and her consideration to keep cock and balls.

There may be a clue here for the fascination of (straight) men towards shemale: although appearing alike, it is a huge difference if a woman wants to feature male genitals while keeping her female body, or a man wants to transition to become a woman, yet (unwillingly) keeps male genitals (due to different reasons, please check the comments for the preceding post!). Needless to say which of both nourishes my shemale sex fantasies! 😉

Nandisa on Dickgirls And Shemales (1)

February 24, 2016

This blog promotes male solo-sexualism. The emphasis lies on solo-sexual. The focus on the male aspects here is owed to the fact that I am a man. And I know my tools best. But my blog was not around if I wasn´t advocating LGBTI!

LGBT or GLBT is an initialism that stands for Lesbian, Gay, Bisexual, and Transgender – plus a Q, which stands for Queer and/or an I for Intersex.

My content features a lot of partner-sexual issues as well, and when it comes to that I just don´t care who is the partner, as long as the sex-act is beneficial for the receivers. This is different in real life (I care about the who) and as such it naturally reflects within my posts.

The LGBTI-realm is vast and a complex universe. It is rather serious business for its greater part, as the subject matter touches politics and religion. At this point I need to stress that I by no means am someone with the slightest expertise in this realm!

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It is remarkable, the coquetting social dealing (of straight people) with the queer world is both an old and established affair. We encounter it with movies, shows, fashion and celebrities (at least in the industrialised countries) and on the street any given day. Not long ago the Kinsey-Institute compiled an exhibition with works from their archives documenting the history of transgender in America. And yet, the LGBTI-community is still struggling for their rights, acceptance and peace throughout the world – we all know that!

Progress is gained in small steps. Concerning the serious business, transgenderism and intersexuality are positively addressed in the media recently. People´s attitudes change for the better. Now, what always has been around (rather in the hidden I guess) is the huge fascination of the „image“ of a person bearing the attributes of the two main sexes – namely a shemale – with the body of a woman while being endowed with male genitalia. This fascination not only works as a major turn-on unleashing unbounded sexual fantasies, better yet, a shemale can actually be encountered and experienced in the real world!

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Concerning my blog only one aspect of the LGBTI-realm is of further interest. It is that of transgender in general and shemales in particular. Many questions are worthwhile to be discussed: What do we mean, when we speak of shemale? What then is a dickgirl? Does this describe the same person anatomically? What is fact and where does imagination begin? – I repeat, I am no expert at all. But I have an attitude, an opinion, and I want to let you know.

Before I close I need to recommend a stunning clip you ought to watch (download here, 27.75 MB): the camera enters a classroom with young japanese highschool girls. It is a very smart advertisement (only music to the visuals) which demonstrates that looks can be deceiving.

HS girls

I take it as a statement: we are all human and what counts is the individual and what that person means to me, no matter what biological sex characteristics, sexual orientation or gender identity the person displays. We are all very similar despite gender differences. And yet we can be so different. And that is why the concept of the shemale (or dickgirl) is immensely appealing to many men. – Don´t miss my next post!

People share a common nature but are trained in gender roles. -Lillie Devereux Blake, novelist, essayist, and reformer (12 Aug 1833-1913)
Artwork in this post by Roberto Baldazzini

What if… (4)

July 5, 2013

… a young woman was to experience the glorious joys of owning a cock & nut-sack? Well, just keep on reading! – (Final part!)

I was in the zone for quite some time now and it was fucking hot! Yeah, I was edging. I had been drinking buckets of water when I realized that my body needed this support to build a high volume of cum, which I certainly wanted! And yes, I felt kind of full and loaded, this was a great sensation.

Hours had passed since I woke up with a penis and a sack where my pussy used to be. But I did not care for time anymore. I just wanted to get lost in my arousal more and more. My cock endlessly fascinated me, he was one piece of lust-meat. I envied men for their genitals, for their double impact at masturbation: the sensation of grasping their hot tools while enjoying of being grasped at their sensitive organs.

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The urge of wanting to experience ejaculation and orgasm grew stronger by the minute. I really had to be alert not to give in now, keep my hands away when the temptation of „Let me go for it NOW“ arose. It was a double temptation, not only was my body longing for the explosion, for relief, it was my curiosity as a woman how a males ejaculation and orgasm felt like!!

Suddenly I noticed that my balls began to hurt. After an initial confusion and worrying I realized that I must have had developed blue balls! Cum was filling me up inside by now, I knew that. This pain marked a third temptation, more a necessity, to go for it. I remembered a situation with one of my lovers and learned from him that ejaculation was the only cure to blue balls!

Edging as a male was not so easy it seemed. But then I was a novice at this, at least with a cock as tool. I realised that I should try to perform something like an emission. I remembered it from another of my guys: release cum without ejaculating, when cum is oozing out of the system but ejaculation is not yet triggered. However, this was a very tough task, or was it? I needed to try for sure. And then I remembered from my lovers, ejaculation is not the same as orgasm! I could attempt to avoid orgasm while experiencing ejaculation. This way I should manage to extend my cock-ownership!!

Oh god was I excited! My high arousal let me moan all the time with every careful touch. No need to touch him directly, caring for my boobs or inner thighs was enough to push me quickly towards the edge. So, how was I to perform an emission? My balls were hurting really bad, I needed to do it, as much as I wanted to enjoy this state, the physical, mental and spiritual state. I realised that I was lacking experience. Experience as owner of male genitals. Experience with those sensations now working inside of me rather than externally applied ones.

How are men avoiding blue balls while edging? It must be training I figured. There is no way to edge for hours with blue balls, unless cumming was providing thorough relief. Which I wanted to check out right now. All I needed to do was to trigger the flow of cum while avoiding to fall into the infamous PONR. So much I remembered – yet easier said than done. Especially with this super strong urge for orgasm!! Yes orgasm, the explosion and full relief!

So, I closed my eyes, I grabbed my beautiful, hot cock just below the head with my left hand and focused on the sensations inside. I just held him, I did not move my hand. Oh boy, I could feel it, this was just enough to let it happen! Should I release my cock? No, not anymore. Will I manage to coax an emission? I had the feeling it was too late already – yes, it certainly was. I can´t describe what happened next. Inside of me my cum was moving. Without wanting it I flexed a bunch of muscle inside my pelvis, at my penis-root, my anus. When I let go, which I had to automatically, I was exploding! I missed the first jet, but opened my eyes and watched me shooting many more as the reflex kept forcefully pumping up my warm cum. After the third jet I let go of my cock because I remembered that this could help to pull a second ejaculation soon after the first had ended.

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Oh my god, this was so overwhelming, what a fucking awesome reaction! Yes, I knew orgasm from a womans point of view, but this was different. When the reflex was waning I noticed that I must have produced a big volume of semen because my chest and thighs were wet and I saw cum-puddles on the floor in front of me. The typical scent of male cum was filling the room.

I didn´t know what to think at first, but after a while I realized that my lovely cock was still stiff. And I felt „in the mood“ as well – it worked, I apparently could go on, this has been no orgasm yet!! So I grabbed my wet penis with my right, my balls with my left and worked both furiously. In no time I felt something rising.

Holy shit, now this turned out to be an orgasm! I was jacking myself like a wild animal while an intense sensation was growing down there, and I knew it from my experiences as a woman. I couldn´t help but scream out loud while my orgasm took grip of me. My whole body was bucking and spasming, I lost balance and fell from the stool, but I didn´t care, I was in another realm. I must have ejaculated again, but the orgasm was so strong that I almost passed out. A little later I found myself on the floor heavily breathing, totally spent.

To cut the end short: after this immense orgasm the MRP set in and I lost all desire to play with myself anymore – very strange that was!! I cleaned up and became truly tired, I just had to take a nap, I was so exhausted from edging, from blue balls, which seemed to recover from this strange pain, and the intense climaxes. And guess what, when I woke up couple hours later my beloved cock and sack were gone!!

Now I need to meet that woman from the lounge again! And when I meet her I will ask her to transform me for good! I really want to become a permanent shemale!!

Story cumplete!

Addendum

In case you enjoy that shooting shemale photo you ought to download this file here to read about the brilliant montage this cumshot-scene seems to be. It´s a great image, but defies reality as does the whole story. 😉